Hmm... I never thought the day would come where I'd end up pushing her away after a kiss attempt. Not just once, either.... :-\
For you coffee addicts...
Is a white chocolate caramel mocha the same thing as a white chocolate caramel cappuccino?
Ugh, just when I thought today was going to be a decent/good day... I just got into an argument with my grandma... ugh!
Damn that woman! DAMN her! Always trying to make everyone feel guilty and bad!
It amazes me that something so beautiful can be a part of something so ugly.
Great. Now my mother is asking about her. I think that's a little funny. I guess she just thought something was up since we've been hanging out a lot. She knew I was with her all day Friday since mom saw us leave my house, then again when she dropped me off Friday night after going to Melrose.
When she asked about her earlier though, I just told her that I don't think I will pursue anything. I told her why. She said, "Well, she'd stop most of those things if she really liked you." Hah! I don't even think she does at all... I've no clue what she thinks or how she feels.
There was still physical contact though when we hung out on Friday.
So I never mentioned what happened on Thursday night. I knew she was flying in at 11:45. I then found out the flight was being delayed until 1 am. I still decided to go a little earlier because I thought there'd be traffic. There was, but parking was not a problem at all. I decided with the help of a couple people that I should take a white carnation, to welcome her home. I left it on the passenger seat of my car for when I opened the door, she'd see it.
Anyway, a huge smile came to me when I saw her coming down the escalator, and she smiled and waved. We immediately hugged, for a good while. It wasn't short at all. It was good to see her again after 2 weeks. I was nervous as hell.
So we walk back to my car, and opened the door for her, and she saw the flower. She picked it up and gave me another hug. heh... She seemed really happy about that.
So we drove back to her house, and her mom was up already. We got home at about 1:40 or so in the morning, so I had time to kill before work. They offered me coffee, and stuff. Her mom is really nice. So the 3 of us were in the living room talking about her trip and all that. I needed to go home and change for work. Her mom had gone back to bed at that point, so she walked me out. We hugged again, but that was it.
She told me to call her after work so we can do something later on.
I went to work with no sleep, but I wasn't tired, really. In fact, I was somewhat hyper... Wide awake. It did start to hit me at about 7:30 am, but work was a little screwy so I didn't have time to "feel" the exhaustion kicking in. I got home, showered, and called her at about noon. She came over and hung out here at home until about 5 or so. We had gone out to eat Subway after taking her car in to get fixed where I always go. It was good, too, because the guy charged us WAY cheaper that what it normally would have.
When we left home, we went to Melrose to go shopping. That's when I started to realize that maybe I shouldn't get too close to her. She always talked about drinking and getting drunk. She even raced some ugly ass Honda Accord down Melrose. I wasn't too thrilled about that, especially with traffic being so heavy. She didn't race like she wasn't trying to. She literally got next to the Honda, looked over at the guys in it and reved her engine. She was showing she wanted to. I just laughed, but I wasn't too happy about it.
I didn't talk or see her Saturday. I just went to the movies with another friend to see War Of The Worlds. It was a good movie... bad experience though. Some stupid bitch kept kicking my seat, even after I turned around and told her. Gah!
Speaking of which, she just emailed me. >.< I also think I typed out way too much, so I'm out...
Oh yeah, and I'll be doing some work on my LJ as far as people and access to it. I think I need to delete several folk and start making my shit private. If you haven't seen me update my LJ, then you'll probably know why. This will probably be the last public entry in a while. See ya!